idk if ur strawpage ever started working again but i'll send it here anyways!! you're an awesome streamer and an awesome person and artist and i think you're so cool to the point that I kind of got obsessed with u and with ur attention. im in a very bad state of mind rn and i have BPD, so at the slightest hint of negativity, even if its imagined, i get really upset, and start hating everyone and getting depressed. i think 'how embarrassing is it to get obsessed with someone you don't even know.' so, i want to stop before it gets parasocial and weird. i have to face reality and not cling to muda as my savior. keep being cool muda i'll always support you even if it's not as up front anymore. i hope this isn't something weird to send.